Iin: i should have just been gay but no... thanks dad

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Well this is the same person who wrote the execution fetish post but I deleted it because I got nervous after smoking pot. Exactly what it sounds like... anyway I said I wasn't gay but actually, I am, and I should have been a happy and healthy normal homosexual except for my stupid piece of shit father. My mother told me a "funny story" today about how when I was a kid I was watching something on tv (pretty much all I did because she put me in front of a tv all day to keep me quiet) and a guy came on with no shirt and I said something about "he's good looking" and so my piece of shit father BEAT me with A GODDAMN BELT and apparently that's funny according to the alcoholic bitch. Fuck respecting my parents they ruined my life. They took me out of school when I was 10 because she didn't want me learning about evolution, and did not even try to teach me anything except how to do chores and watch a goddamn tv so now I have no fucking education which means I have no job all I do is sit around and smoke weed and watch the stupid fucking tv I am going to smash it with a baseball bat. if it weren't for them I could have a relationship with a man (oh no the fucking horror of a gay kid well that's better than jerking off to fucking sick ass shit and having to take fucking Prozac and lie to the goddamn doctor about it) and I could have a JOB other than flipping burgers and working at a fucking hair salon sweeping the stupid floor. How the fuck is it funny for a kid to be beat with a belt? Oh yeah that was the basic punishment I got for everything. DON'T BEAT YOUR KIDS!!!

The question is is it normal for abuse to fuck up your head like that and how do u get motivated to do anything when you can't get a job anyway

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  • [Old Memory]
    8 years ago | pl

    Your parents are despicable people. I would cut all ties with them if I were you.
    If you want a boyfriend, go for it. Dont let other peoples judgments hold you back. It might not be a bad idea to move if you are in a hateful community.
    I dont know if you are the same person I just responded to in another topic about smoking weed and watching tv all day. That post seemed like the persons problems were due to laziness, but with the information in this post I can understand why you are having these problems.
    I suggest doing something new with life. Forget your parents and find good people to live with. You definately need to leave if you are living with your parents. I wish you better luck in the future.

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago | pl

      thank you and yes I posted that too

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  • mfprind
    8 years ago | pl

    No not normal, nobody has the right to belittle or abuse someone for their sexuality. Also you seem to be quite literate if you were pulled out of school at 10.

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  • [Old Memory]
    8 years ago | pl

    poor you thats so mean , he needs the whip not you

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  • reminiscent
    8 years ago | pl

    This sounds more like a rant then any sort of question.

    You sound like you had very horrible parents...but how old are you now?
    Dont you think its about time to start taking responsibility for your life now. I meen there comes a point in your life where they arnt the problem any more its you. You can't live your whole life blaming them.

    You have internet try doing some studying to get your GED. It may be hard but im sure you can do it. Maybe a friend can help you out. Your education is up to you now.
    if you dont want to sit around smoking weed watching tv anymore then dont. You can change and become a more active person. The amount if tv you watch and weed you smoke is up to you...maybe get professional help if you have trouble quitting.
    nothing is easy but your parents are not the ones holding you back anymore.

    Its not funny beating a kid ...its a shame you had such awful patents.
    I wish you tge best of luck

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      8 years ago | pl

      I'm using khan academy to learn math and reading wikipedia a lot plus watching informational videos on youtube. I'm going to try getting my ged soon. unfortunately where I live they won't give you a good job unless you have gone to college.

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  • makeup_and_fashion
    8 years ago | pl

    makes me feel better about my life

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