Is it normal i occasionally cringe remembering my past days on instagram?
So, I am the person who hates taking selfies and shares my life on social media. When I saw lots of my friends used Instagram, I felt like wanting to fit in so I made my account as well.
My friends and I followed each other. I started posting a few selfies and some of my life like my birthday and going to eat at certain grand restaurant on Instagram.
I used it for about a few months and then I realized, wtf...I am sure these people didn't even care about my already boring life and I didn't even actually care about their thousands of selfies accompanied with pretentious quotes for their captions and their fake happiness in those pictures. Not to mention, some of these friends just look nothing more than narcissists in my eyes. It's like those pictures screamed "Come on, I look like a cool narcissist today, like my photo please!" and came off as wanting validations from others. I pretended to give a shit about their lives when I didn't actually care at all and I am sure they felt the same towards me.
It disgusts me that I became someone I hate to be. I already deleted everything related to Instagram now but I still cringe to this day thinking about it. I must've looked like a complete pretentious narcissist back then with all those shared selfies and daily life of mine but I am glad I am out of this narcissist hole.