Is it normal i need to listen to asmr of cuddling to feel loved?
I'm just an incredibly lonely person, no s/o to speak of, no way to meet people, and I've got too much time on my hands.
Sometimes, man, you just gotta listen to something to make you feel loved and appreciated, and cuddling ASMR is my thing. Sometimes it's themed around an anime I like, sometimes it's just some guy. I don't really like the visual ones, and much prefer just high-quality sound. As well, I don't really like the sexual ones. I just wanna innocently cuddle and relax. Or, rather, pretend that someone wants to cuddle me and relax with a weighted blanket or smth.
Is that normal? I mean, the point of ASMR is to relax you, so maybe? But maybe not the kind of ASMR I choose.