Is it normal i'm terrified of becoming like my mother

My mother has always been so over emotional and overeacts to every little thing. She used to constantly fight with my father and her problems with depression just made her an awful mother. It's not her fault that she suffers from depression but it doesn't change the fact that it severely fucked up my sister and I growing up.
Sometimes it feels like my entire identity is made up of me trying not to be like her. I try to go out of my way to not express emotion at all. I've decided that I never want kids because I'm scared I won't be able to be a good mom and I'll damage them emotionally.

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  • bobia_borupski

    Relatable. I remember my late husband, Paul Walker, was always afraid of becoming his mother. It eventually did happen but he didn't want the public to know. His penis started to shrink more and more every day and it went inside his body and he somehow got ovaries and the entire female reproductive system, he had his mom's hair and wrinkles, saggy tits, old chapped lips, and saggy pussy. He became his mother. Eventually he commited suicide by driving his car into his mom's house, killing them both. I then took Paul and his mother's identicle bodies, had them cremated and brought them to the stage of their favorite strip club. I put their ashes down in seperate lines and snorted them like coke. Greatest high i've ever reached. I really suggest it. I whispered to myself, "Paul, no."

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