Is it normal i loved everything about her including her flaws?

Female here so back at high school I was quite infatuated with this friend. We became close and I really don't know why I was so infatuated with her tbh but I also had feelings for her.

I remember looking at her and just loving everything about her even her imperfections such as she had a lot of moles.
I loved her hands, sound of her voice, when she'd say my name, her eyes, hair, etc
I know she wasn't anything amazing looking and probably weird of me to observe her so intently.
I just couldn't help love being in her presence,looking at her and loving her.
Once I was in the area and she was having a down day and I bought her a chocolate bar to help cheer her up but I just showed up at her nans place but she wasn't there.
I got too shy to give it to her later so I just kept it lol.
I always felt awkward giving gifts (Not that I did it much).
Another time I was with a different friend and she had a flower business. I picked some flowers off the field and gave it to my other friend except I was so shy thinking it's like a romantic gesture so I told her they can be for her Nan (As at the time they had a fall out)

is it normal I loved everything about her?