Is it normal i love watching videos of women humiliating men for penis size?

I love watching videos of women humiliating a man for having a small penis. I have a very small penis and it's one of the reasons that I'm a virgin. In a lot of these videos the woman will point and stare in disbelief at the size of a man's penis and say that something that small could never give pleasure to any woman, and that he should be ashamed of calling himself a man. Sometimes she will make the man crossdress and wear pink panties and she will talk about how his penis looks just like a clitoris. One of the videos I saw which turned me on a lot was a scenario where a man and woman are coworkers and she likes him a lot and they are about to have sex, but then he takes off his pants and she says that she is totally turned off and starts laughing hysterically and takes a picture on her phone of the man's penis (with his face too), and she sends the picture to her friends and even accidentally sends it to their boss, and she can't stop laughing about how much she destroyed his life and ego.