Is it normal i like good people being forced to be/or do evil?

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Hi, this is my first post. Please easy on me if you're disturbed on how person any could like this. This isnt something Im proud of or openly tell people. I like watching tv shows, and reading books and manga about good people forced to be evil or do evil deeds. Im wondering if Im sadist to some extent. Also when I was younger I would browse on the depressed section of tumblr because I liked to. I wasn't depressed but there was something about sad people talking about being sad that kept me coming back. It was entertaining to me and i would browse things such cuting and just depressing things. I never had thoughts of doing myself because most people have perfect skin. I have eczema that ruins it and it is a battle to keep it up. Also Im not sure but i think i like watching suicidal people in tv, movies. Please dont think too badly of me. I feel so bad and a little guilty.

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  • kingofcarrotflowers
    8 years ago | pl

    I'm not sure about your second point, browsing cutting boards and things like that but it's totally normal the sort of TV shows you're watching etc, sure sometimes it's good to sit down and watch some good easy watching TV but sometimes you need something that can challenge you, something that explores human nature and the lengths people will go in certain situations, a lot of shows, films and videogames play out in the good vs bad scenario but it's refreshing to see something that's just different shades of grey, where it's hard to tell what the good or bad thing to do is, where bad people might do good things and good people might do bad things

    The walking dead is a good example, the TV show with rick's character progression as well as the state of the world itself, do you go out of your way to help people, trust people and keep your humanity but possibly put yourself in danger or do you make the hard decisions to keep yourself safe, the telltale walking dead game did it even better I think, might just be because you felt like you were making the choices yourself

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    • Kiana1998
      8 years ago | pl

      I think you have a misunderstanding. Im not talking about cutting boards but real users of tumblr posting pictures of self inflecting wounds. I played the walking dead game. It was worth the money. The television I watch aren't really challenging. But it is a interesting view. There is no real "point" though.

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  • VinnyB
    8 years ago | pl

    If seeing and reading this stuff wasn't found enjoyable by a number of people, no one would be writing and producing it for your enjoyment.

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