Very well said and I appreciate your candour. I will not go into detail as to what I have gone though to get to this point of thinking. However, I appreciate every single one of the hardships life has thrown at me, since it has hardened me to things that weaken a man such as pity, fear and cowardice (just my opinion of course). I do not complain about such things or use that to justify who I am as a person or why I do what I do.
Just to state, I do not intend to run anywhere. This is not me trying to kill myself or some such bullshit. I will raise him for as long as I breath. Simply put, my policy runs out when I turn 40. I do not see it as giving up however I see it as what it literally is. Insurance, assurance in the case of death. It is a fantastic policy simply just because of the stipulation that it will run out when I’m 40.
My son will be a grown man by then and he will be expected to take over the family.
Now to confirm, I most likely will not die before the policy runs out. I have many more years to try and make more money and progress in life and all that positive shit. I will hopefully be able to renew the policy (at an very exorbitant rate) but this is highly unlikely unless I make more than £60,000 a month. I try to look at the big picture, he would inherit enough to retire young if that is what he so wishes. Just to state, my son is privileged, maybe not by the empathy of the father so much. However, he has not wanted for anything so far. His mother receives a lot of money to care for him and to relay, she is a saint.
He is and will be in good hands. I have a big family that watches over him. He has uncles and aunts that will take care of him if I kick it tomorrow, and I have loyal and trustworthy people who will manage my money when I am gone. Also, my will is rock solid and covers any incidence of disloyalty that will allow my son to sue any traitor to my will with ease.
I understand full well why you may think that I am not thinking about my son, you are entitled to call me whatever you wish. I will tell you however that my son is my future, he is my focus and I will never abandon him even in death. My will is done, and he will either obey or not. Either way, he insofar has had a great life. I am indeed making a bet against my own health. I understand. However, people die and love is almost irrelevant to me at this point. The best thing is that my boy is alive and happy.
IIN I kinda need to die before 40 so my son can get paid
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Very well said and I appreciate your candour. I will not go into detail as to what I have gone though to get to this point of thinking. However, I appreciate every single one of the hardships life has thrown at me, since it has hardened me to things that weaken a man such as pity, fear and cowardice (just my opinion of course). I do not complain about such things or use that to justify who I am as a person or why I do what I do.
Just to state, I do not intend to run anywhere. This is not me trying to kill myself or some such bullshit. I will raise him for as long as I breath. Simply put, my policy runs out when I turn 40. I do not see it as giving up however I see it as what it literally is. Insurance, assurance in the case of death. It is a fantastic policy simply just because of the stipulation that it will run out when I’m 40.
My son will be a grown man by then and he will be expected to take over the family.
Now to confirm, I most likely will not die before the policy runs out. I have many more years to try and make more money and progress in life and all that positive shit. I will hopefully be able to renew the policy (at an very exorbitant rate) but this is highly unlikely unless I make more than £60,000 a month. I try to look at the big picture, he would inherit enough to retire young if that is what he so wishes. Just to state, my son is privileged, maybe not by the empathy of the father so much. However, he has not wanted for anything so far. His mother receives a lot of money to care for him and to relay, she is a saint.
He is and will be in good hands. I have a big family that watches over him. He has uncles and aunts that will take care of him if I kick it tomorrow, and I have loyal and trustworthy people who will manage my money when I am gone. Also, my will is rock solid and covers any incidence of disloyalty that will allow my son to sue any traitor to my will with ease.
I understand full well why you may think that I am not thinking about my son, you are entitled to call me whatever you wish. I will tell you however that my son is my future, he is my focus and I will never abandon him even in death. My will is done, and he will either obey or not. Either way, he insofar has had a great life. I am indeed making a bet against my own health. I understand. However, people die and love is almost irrelevant to me at this point. The best thing is that my boy is alive and happy.
For now at least.