Is it normal i imagine bad things happen to people?

Of course I'm not making it up, it's not even funny, is it..

this happens to me too. when i catch myself imagining things like that, i try thinking about something else immediately.

Something else I wanted to add... if you feel good about these thoughts you are having or if you think it's funny then I would say you should be concerned. But if your thoughts are causing you distress because you know it is wrong to harm others and you know you don't want to harm others then you are probably going to be okay. Maybe it is stress.

I don't think it's weird because I can kind of relate. I don't really imagine it constantly when I'm talking to someone but I do often have morbid thoughts. It started when I was a kid and I realized how easy it was for a person to die. I would start thinking of all the possible ways like falling on a fork in the kitchen. I even imagined weird stuff like putting my hand in a blender (I never have of course). Anyway over the years I ended up becoming OCD. I do my obsessive nervous ticks because sometimes I'm afraid something bad will happen if I don't. And if you look up OCD apparently a large percentage of the population has OCD. I don't know if what you describe is similar to mine. If you are just imagining bad things happening to people while you watch you might want to talk to someone. But if you are altogether morbid and just fully aware of all the bad things that could possibly go wrong, you may be OCD or working towards becoming OCD. I'm not a doctor though, so good luck with what you're going through.

and anyway, professional is not an option

If you're not making it up, I'd talk this through with a professional.

I take that back actually. There's nothing wrong, your imagination is just doing shit. Your not mental or anything

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