How can I put it into words? It truly is a most wondrous thing you can open your loving someone. There's a lot of venerability involved. You're literally baring your soul to this other person and there's a lot at stake. Love feels like a life and death situation.
This October, I finally allowed myself to realise that I deeply loved a very dear and special friend of mine. I've never been this happy in my life and I haven't even directly confessed my feelings to my friend. Opening myself to love, has been making me a better person. I'm less emotionally constipated, as a result. Love has been my laxative. If I allow my mind to be consumed with thoughts about my friend, my body feels like it on fire. I always love this person, even if I'm rejected. I literally can't comprehend being with anyone else. Things that I've been iffy about or flat out against, like marriage, having sex, and kids, doesn't matter. I actually want these things in regards to my friend. Etc.
IIN I have no idea how true romantic love feels?
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How can I put it into words? It truly is a most wondrous thing you can open your loving someone. There's a lot of venerability involved. You're literally baring your soul to this other person and there's a lot at stake. Love feels like a life and death situation.
This October, I finally allowed myself to realise that I deeply loved a very dear and special friend of mine. I've never been this happy in my life and I haven't even directly confessed my feelings to my friend. Opening myself to love, has been making me a better person. I'm less emotionally constipated, as a result. Love has been my laxative. If I allow my mind to be consumed with thoughts about my friend, my body feels like it on fire. I always love this person, even if I'm rejected. I literally can't comprehend being with anyone else. Things that I've been iffy about or flat out against, like marriage, having sex, and kids, doesn't matter. I actually want these things in regards to my friend. Etc.