Hey yo, I know which OP this is here, as I have obviously commented on your threads before & as I've said before, I think your ambitions are absolutely amazing. Love reading & art, so what you are trying to do with your life is incredibly admirable & requires a lot of bravery.
Having said that, it's become pretty clear to me- from reading your various threads (immense fear of criticism, phobia of driving, crippling fear of what would happen should you succeed) that you are suffering from a very severe & very crippling anxiety disorder. The amount which you obsess over negative possibilities is not normal, not at all. You even go so far as to hinder your own success by creating narratives in which you being successful damages the world. None of this is healthy or ok. Right now, it is inhibiting you from pursuing something that you are passionate about & you shouldn't be ok with that.
Anxiety like this is a manageable condition & it is something plenty of people suffer from & something that you should see no shame in getting some help for...& I do urge you to seek some help. You don't have to live like this, dude...you don't have to deal with the constant anguish that comes from doubting yourself & creating self-made barriers between you & your dreams. That is not normal, nor is it healthy.
You need to do something about it, so you can become the writer & artist that you want to be. You can do this.
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Hey yo, I know which OP this is here, as I have obviously commented on your threads before & as I've said before, I think your ambitions are absolutely amazing. Love reading & art, so what you are trying to do with your life is incredibly admirable & requires a lot of bravery.
Having said that, it's become pretty clear to me- from reading your various threads (immense fear of criticism, phobia of driving, crippling fear of what would happen should you succeed) that you are suffering from a very severe & very crippling anxiety disorder. The amount which you obsess over negative possibilities is not normal, not at all. You even go so far as to hinder your own success by creating narratives in which you being successful damages the world. None of this is healthy or ok. Right now, it is inhibiting you from pursuing something that you are passionate about & you shouldn't be ok with that.
Anxiety like this is a manageable condition & it is something plenty of people suffer from & something that you should see no shame in getting some help for...& I do urge you to seek some help. You don't have to live like this, dude...you don't have to deal with the constant anguish that comes from doubting yourself & creating self-made barriers between you & your dreams. That is not normal, nor is it healthy.
You need to do something about it, so you can become the writer & artist that you want to be. You can do this.
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You're a convincing babe, my friend. I salute your passion to improve the world. *fist bump*