Is it normal i feel like something is bothering me but i’m not sure what?

I have a few guesses, but the more I think the more confusing it gets. I only turned 19 this month, yet these past few years I’ve been obsessed with extending my life, as well as pondering over whether or not there’s an afterlife. I feel like I spent so much time focusing on my future that I forget to live in the present, but everything in my life seems very repetitive. I have completely contradictory desires, sometimes I want to travel the world and explore, other times I just want to stay in my room and never come out. I feel like I may have spent so much time alone and indoors that I don’t know how I’m supposed to act in the world around me, and have become so used to communicating online that I can’t speak properly in real life. I don’t know what I’m even getting at, but basically imagine someone who spent a large chunk of their life in isolation and has the option of interacting with the rest of the world, but they got so used to the isolation that they weren’t sure if they wanted to give it up. That’s the best way I can describe my situation.

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  • redrainbow22

    You can get out! :) Dont worry about it.

    If you want to make a change, you can make it happen.

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  • nikkiclaire

    I think that's pretty common for people our age. I go through the same thing and so does my girlfriend.

    You're totally normal, but we have to balance life and keep making the effort.

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  • barstool

    I can relate to parts of this. At least as far as the isolation, getting stupider at communicating in real life and spending so much time alone indoors that I'm unhealthily acclimated to it.
    Don't worry about stuff so much maybe? Get out and enjoy life while you're young... ehh I dunno

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  • itachi_uchiha

    Damm it wth is going on is it that common I thought I was mind freak coz I literally have these same feeling & idk what to do I am almost 19 & still couldn't figure it out what this feeling is??

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