Is it normal i feel like a freak?

Well we can't be certain about that since we have absolutely no idea how you look like and how you act in public.

It is (sadly) normal to think that because you acknowledge how people threat us differently than other people.

But we want to tell you that you are still a human and that the most important part of you is inside you. ̶i̶̶ ̶̶b̶̶e̶̶t̶̶ ̶̶y̶̶o̶̶u̶̶r̶̶ ̶̶o̶̶r̶̶g̶̶a̶̶n̶̶s̶̶ ̶̶a̶̶r̶̶e̶̶ ̶̶c̶̶o̶̶m̶̶p̶̶l̶̶e̶̶t̶̶e̶̶l̶̶y̶̶ ̶̶f̶̶i̶̶n̶̶e̶

Feeling like a freak on a leash...

Just because you're good at many things doesn't mean you're a freak, that's ridiculous. You should be proud.