Is it normal i constantly think of revenge on my enemies?
Hi, whomever may be reading this.
I have a chronic problem ongoing in my life at the moment that just will not go away. Thoughts of Revenge. I think about this constantly and there is no escape from it, not even in my sleep. I have been fucked over way too much by people in my life and I spit in the face of forgiveness, I am furious; nay homicidally raging on the inside... and I want my own back. I'm tired of being the underdog, the victim everyone can take a crack at, I was bullied horrendously throughout highschool by many people because I was quiet and shy, an easy target for the vultures they are. I can't move on from it, I see them carrying on with their happy lives on facebook everyday and my life is ruined because of them, I cannot move on from the trauma, and it's like my mind is calling me to take up arms and have my revenge so I may move on, is this normal in my circumstance?