Iin: hallucinations, rage, violent dreams
I guess I'm not asking so much is it normal than why I feel this way. To start off, I've recently started hearing and seeing hallucinations. demons and mobsters telling me to die or trying to drag me to hell, leather-clad people dancing around me. Weird stuff. I've been having extremely violent dreams. The most recent one I dismembered a baby by chopping it up with a four-bladed contraption and blended it to sell to virgins so they could get pregnant. During the day I'll have almost overpowering urges and thoughts of vividly slaughtering people around me. Then I can't stop my mind from repeating the same things over and over. random things like "I am a clone". The best/worst part is that I enjoy the hallucinations and dreams and urges. It fills me with a rigid energy. what do I do? Please help. I don't know what's wrong with me...