Iin: hallucinations, rage, violent dreams

I guess I'm not asking so much is it normal than why I feel this way. To start off, I've recently started hearing and seeing hallucinations. demons and mobsters telling me to die or trying to drag me to hell, leather-clad people dancing around me. Weird stuff. I've been having extremely violent dreams. The most recent one I dismembered a baby by chopping it up with a four-bladed contraption and blended it to sell to virgins so they could get pregnant. During the day I'll have almost overpowering urges and thoughts of vividly slaughtering people around me. Then I can't stop my mind from repeating the same things over and over. random things like "I am a clone". The best/worst part is that I enjoy the hallucinations and dreams and urges. It fills me with a rigid energy. what do I do? Please help. I don't know what's wrong with me...

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  • You need medical attention ASAP. I don't know if your still having these thoughts and experiences but as a psychologist it sounds like you are suffering from a very severe form of mania and you have gone completely psychotic to the point where your seeing all sorts of sinister things that are not real. This is very dangerous and as much as you don't want to hear it, you should go to the hospital and tell them about this. You'll get some medications that will probably calm you enough so that you can leave the hospital eventually

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  • I know how you feel to a degree. I have urges and dreams of. hurting little fat girls and babies. I think it's funny when people make kids cry by slapping them in public. That I think would really humiliate the little bitch. They take them home and beat the bitch in private.

    From slapfatty

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  • Go to the doctor!

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  • Definitely see a doctor asap. It dangerous to even try to diagnose yourself, or try to have one of us diagnose you. See a doctor.

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  • Sounds kinda like paranoid schizophrenia. Symptoms include autitory or visual hilucionations, invasive and compulsive thoughts, confused thinking and false beliefs..
    But, it's hard to make a diagnosis based on a paragraph. Also, I got my medical degree from a box of peanut butter captain crunch.
    I don't trust medical advice from the internet; if I did, I would have diagnosed myself with erectile dysfunction long ago, and I don't have a penis. I'm with the Neptunian...see a real doctor.

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  • If you "enjoy the hallucinations and dreams and urges" and can still function, then I don't see the problem. If however these hallucinations and dreams and urges are taking over your life and you can no longer function in daily life, you may need professional help. Only you can make that determination.

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  • You are so dark and complicated....................

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    • I know it sounds like stupid bullshit but I'm looking for serious input.

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      • Serious? Ok, do it. Kill a whole bunch of people. I mean it happens all the time soooo.

        I get rocking impulses too, but i want to get away with it and keep on going and that's the hard part. Much time must go into this my strange little friend.

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  • Let me start by saying that this is not normal. In addition to that, no one here is qualified to diagnose you and I would advise against troubleshooting this matter on the internet.

    You need to see a counselor or doctor ASAP. You could have a serious neurological condition needing treatment right away. Or maybe you don't. No one can know for certain until you've gone in and spoken to a medical professional.

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