Is it normal guys what do you think
Guys i have a serious question for you all. What do you think of a female who might not be able to conceive your children.
Should i tell my boyfriend that i might not be able to spread his seed?
Every male wants a fertile female who will spread his seed and bear his children. Would you percieve someone like me as biologically useless:(
Ive thought of ending my life- but im still researching ways to do it as quick and painless- efficiently.
I have no friends as im nearing my 30's and virtually everyone around me builds rapport with one another through their children.
I went to a "girls night out" with my co workers. I literally did not say a word of input because all they talked about was how cute their kids are and how their lives are rich in joy and purpose. I just sipped on my Mojito and forced that lump down my throat- ultimately i went to my car and cried.
I dont want to live observing life like this but experiencing nothing. The jealousy i have for pregnant women is overwhelming. I wish i was like them. Part of me wants to take their child and call it mine.
I have dropped hints to my boyfriend that our children will be puppies and kittens and we will watch them grow together and we picked names for said husky and or pitbull- and the Bombay cat
But i have a feeling he can sense or smell that i cant have kids. If i tell him the truth, will he leave me?