Is it normal for closeted gay/bi to want to be outed?

I'm bi grandfather, in the closet. My adult daughter lost her job and moved back home temporarily to get back on her feet. I know she snoops and gets into things. She always did. I keep an extensive collection of gay porn, some printed off the web, and some on jump drives, along with dildos and cock rings in a metal box in my den. I have a lock on the box, but it's one of the cheapest locks you can buy. A little kid could probably pick it. I keep fantasizing that my daughter picks the lock and discovers my toys and pictures of me in panties,etc. I'm sure she would keep my secret and not tell anybody. She might mention it to me sometime and try to convince me I had "forgotten" to lock it. is it normal to think it's erotic that she might discover my secret?

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Based on 34 votes (13 yes)
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  • breathingtree

    Wanting to be outed is one thing and it is reasonable to want to stop hiding that side of yourself from those who are close to you. But then you took it to a twisted level by saying it would find it erotic for you own daughter to find your stash. No. That's never going to be normal.

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    • lovelicks

      If you want your daughter to know, then just tell her. But finding it erotic is just nuts.

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  • VinnyB

    Or, if you want her to know you could just tell her. Might be the more adult choice for someone your age.

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  • flyingnostalgia

    No, its not normal. its better to let it be in the closet.

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