Is it normal can't be mad at someone for using you, because their life is way worse?
Is it normal to be more sad for that person's life even though they (kinda) fucked you over? Nothing major, but something the average person would probably cut contact over, yet I am still "friends" with them, offer moral support to their problems (they pretty much begged me to stay) and because I remember the good times. I even still cry for how bad their life must suck, and I feel that pretty much excuses the way they treated me.