Is it normal - i want to mutilate the inside of my mouth in all sorts of ways?

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I usually bite on the inside of my mouth and it's nothing special, but whenever I am stressed out, mad or sick, my gums start to ache and I literally want to cut them with a knife. Of course I never do that, but I do press on them with my nails just to kind of fulfill my urges. I also gnaw on the inside of my cheeks and yesterday I actually bit out an entire piece of flesh and I just couldn't stop looking at it and squeezing it and after a good 5 minutes of playing around with it I ate it and it FELT SO GOOD. Because I was sick I had to throw up a couple of hours later and the vomit kind of got stuck in the hole in my cheek, and I just left some there and put duct tape over it because I want it to ROT. I know this is disgusting, I just love the gore and the filthyness and it makes me feel amazing and disgusting at the same time. What do I do?

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  • Faceless
    10 years ago | pl

    "You wanna know how I got these scars?"

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  • SplinterWingz
    10 years ago | pl

    I bite my cheeks/lips all the time, even eating strips of the dry skin off my lips. I even have a bit of a weakness for the idea of getting a Cheshire smile. Not too fussed about the idea of the scars but i'd never get one or wanna.

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  • reallysubmissive
    10 years ago | pl

    Cheek biting is a habit a lot of people do when they're stressed. So biting your cheek as a stress response is normal but everything else you said really is not. And I'm afraid you might get some sort of infection in your mouth if you keep doing that.

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  • MagicMoo
    10 years ago | pl

    I understand the first bit, I have the same thing, if your gums really ache you just want to cut them or press them to relieve the pressure, that's completely normal. But the rest of that stuff is pretty weird.

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  • Hookahead
    10 years ago | pl

    Duct tape inside your mouth? That wouldn't even stick..

    Naw man that ain't normal.. I bite my nails and sometimes when I'm bored I pick on them and end up taking off too much. I guess this could be similar to just being use to the pain that comes with it. I know I need to stop. I would get some help if you can't stop on your own, you will end up causing more hard than you wished for.

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  • capcrunch6
    10 years ago | pl

    I once bit my cheek by accident and it hurt like hell.

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  • moviecollector1983
    10 years ago | pl

    These types of posts on any type of websites like this (or on Blogs) to me are always a little bit iffy handed they really are. I know websites like these are Anonymous with user names only and members are free to sign up and join and post whatever they want to It's a free country and freedom of speech I know I get all that and I agree we all should be able to. But I'm always iffy on things like this like Blowfly Girl etc. And the people that find things like what Blowfly Girl is into and things similar like it.

    In any case whatever the reason was and is for posting things like this. I will be praying for you :) Not judging, But praying with love and grace. Have a good day.

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  • kaxla
    10 years ago | pl

    This is gross as shit.
    But... you should look up the blow fly girl on google. You'd probably be able to get off to it.

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    • holypotato
      10 years ago | pl

      I wrote a much worse story than blow fly girl, much much more detail, much more gruesome :-)

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  • fullhouse
    10 years ago | pl

    It all seemed normal till u said you want to stick a knife in there and you tore out a chunk of flesh.
    Go see a psychiatrist.

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  • GODofGod
    10 years ago | pl

    I love gore too. I enjoy burning myself with cigarettes.

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  • [Old Memory]
    10 years ago | pl

    enjoy the game i spose but i cant imagine anyone else wanting to play

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