Iis it normal to have deep sexual attraction to some members of my family?
BEFORE YOU HATE PLEASE READ AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND .... Ever since I was young maybe about 6 I did stuff with my cousins they started it and I just went along with it and liked it.. I later years when I was about 15 we went a little further like fingering ext. and we really got into it, I'm now 20 and every time I see my cousins we have feelings for one another and we do stuff like if they sit on my lap or something we will play and stroke over clothes or touch under the table but we never ever talk about what we do or what we have done..do I carry on with the silence or take it further and finally go the "last mile " ...