I lived it. Period. To have it the way I wanted...
Jee, you definitely don't want to help me have it the way I want. Seriously. I don't believe in self accomplishments.
I think nobody would have been capable of accomplishing anything without other people. That means I don't even actually believe in wanting. For we can only want what we are teached to wish for and want.
I mean, Want. Is there anybody who got what he wanted without reling on other people to get it? I don't think so.
We all depend on each other at some extent.
Anyway if I died now I wouldn't have time to think about any of this crap. I'd just die. My last thoughts would be like: I have to keep breathing! breath deeply! It is going to be over soon! Just breath! This time I am going to die. Ouch. My last mild stroke almost turned me into a retard.
i fell onto the floor with this this heat/suffocation feeling thinking I was going to die, then I regained consciousness, took a dump, Feeling terrified, Then I sort of just got back to bed, hoping it would not hit me again. It didn't so far, but it is going to. We are all going to die and our lives meant nothing!
If your life ended right now....
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I lived it. Period. To have it the way I wanted...
Jee, you definitely don't want to help me have it the way I want. Seriously. I don't believe in self accomplishments.
I think nobody would have been capable of accomplishing anything without other people. That means I don't even actually believe in wanting. For we can only want what we are teached to wish for and want.
I mean, Want. Is there anybody who got what he wanted without reling on other people to get it? I don't think so.
We all depend on each other at some extent.
Anyway if I died now I wouldn't have time to think about any of this crap. I'd just die. My last thoughts would be like: I have to keep breathing! breath deeply! It is going to be over soon! Just breath! This time I am going to die. Ouch. My last mild stroke almost turned me into a retard.
i fell onto the floor with this this heat/suffocation feeling thinking I was going to die, then I regained consciousness, took a dump, Feeling terrified, Then I sort of just got back to bed, hoping it would not hit me again. It didn't so far, but it is going to. We are all going to die and our lives meant nothing!