I wish i was a girl.

I wish that i was a girl. I've wished that since i was 4. Im not afraid to cross dress, i wear girl clothes to school, im used to it. I have a pink room, and play with girl toys. All my friends in school are girls and they accept me for who I am. I dream of everything a girl has. Love with boys.Makeup. Beautiful dresses. I don't want a penis. I have never masturbated in my life as I never have and never will accept the fact I have a penis.
I'd rather kill myself than be a boy. I pray to god ever morning and every night to makeme into a girl. It seems like such a good life, and all you girls, i envy you :(

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  • I am a girl and i want to be a girl, too.

    Only: Our lives are not what you think seems tempting. I just saw it too late and basically you just put up a few ideas about how you like it.
    If that is your WHOLE idea of what being a girl is like, go enjoy having a period, being groped or chatted up dirtily by random strangers, being physically weaker/smaller(to the point i can't get a certain brand of products open by myself unless i make a hole in the lid), still being paid less for the same work, being judged by completely different moral standards, ...(the list could go on for a while...anyway...if you ARE aware of all that and want it, yeah, sure, have fun, but definitely BE aware it's not all roses and candy for us)...

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    • Excellent way of putting it. OP, this sums it up. We all have our issues, male and female.

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      • Yeah I agree :)

        Whenever you feel sad about being male, just think that at least you never have to deal with a period, which sucks x10000.

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  • Hey, transsexuals can be breathtakingly beautiful. You don't need to be miserable because of this. You can still wear makeup and beautiful dresses. You can also enhance your looks with hormone therapy.

    Besides there's nothing wrong with having a dick. We don't bleed, we don't smell funny, we don't PMS. Seriously, think of yourself as a "girl deluxe" :)

    I've a very masculine guy, always been... So this is not for me. But I've always liked guys who can pull off the feminine look!

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  • You can hump a pillow or something instead..just a recommendation.

    Aww I want to go clothes shopping with you! ヽ( ⌒o⌒)人(⌒-⌒ )♡

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  • I was going to say that you're normal and when you get older you could get a sex change operation. But that option isn't on your poll.

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  • You could get surgery for that, y'know.

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  • I'd chance with you any time, if I could... It must be really easier to be a man

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  • I don't mind most of what's in your post. Lots of the time I wish I was a guy, just not so extreme. The only thing I don't like about your post is that you don't like who you are. This is a daily struggle for many people in so many situations, but in the end just be happy! Maybe it makes you happy to dress up like a girl and feel feminine, that's cool :) but you should also be ok with what was given to you. Love yourself as the crossdressing interesting, different person you are! It sounds like you have friends who love you the way you are as well, which is great. Just maybe try to the positiive and not worry so much about having a penis.. There is also harmone tharapy like people have been saying. The younger you are, the better it works

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    • Oh!! PS, I know a girl who got a sex change (Sort of) cause she desperately wanted to be a guy. Honestly, she still looks like a girl.. but she has a girlfriend and everyone treats her like a guy cause she/he wants to be treated that way, so it works out. You're not alone

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  • speak falsetto

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