This is actually tamer than I initially suspected (thank God).
Story 1: Not a big deal. Not even necessarily sexual either, from what I can gather.
Story 2: More disturbing, though normal enough.
Story 3: The weirdest overall, but relatively harmless. It actually seems to suggest a certain degree of inclinations that are sadistic rather than truly sexual.
I'm not sure if you're aware of this, but this site, ironically, is not a great place to assess what is and isn't normal. Just as far as your case goes, IIN is the apparent haven of both molestation victims as well as perpetrators, so obviously the results of such an inquiry would be skewed.
In my opinion, you seemed to display the behaviors of a somewhat disturbed individual.
The compulsive masturbation, especially as it relates to that matter, yes.
You're hardly alone though. The modern world is so inundated with sexually perverse entertainment, not to mention child molestation, that it's indeed very understandable for a large portion of children to quickly become corrupted to a degree.
The thing is... I wasn't corrupted. I didn't know what sex even was. And the closest thing to it I knew about was kissing. Not making about, just the kisses the Cinderella would share with Prince Charming. Light and innocent.
I was perverted as a child.
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This is actually tamer than I initially suspected (thank God).
Story 1: Not a big deal. Not even necessarily sexual either, from what I can gather.
Story 2: More disturbing, though normal enough.
Story 3: The weirdest overall, but relatively harmless. It actually seems to suggest a certain degree of inclinations that are sadistic rather than truly sexual.
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Well I touched myself to them. I guess some part of me found them sexual.
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Definitely less normal then.
I'm not sure if you're aware of this, but this site, ironically, is not a great place to assess what is and isn't normal. Just as far as your case goes, IIN is the apparent haven of both molestation victims as well as perpetrators, so obviously the results of such an inquiry would be skewed.
In my opinion, you seemed to display the behaviors of a somewhat disturbed individual.
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Really? Is it the BDSM part?
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The compulsive masturbation, especially as it relates to that matter, yes.
You're hardly alone though. The modern world is so inundated with sexually perverse entertainment, not to mention child molestation, that it's indeed very understandable for a large portion of children to quickly become corrupted to a degree.
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The thing is... I wasn't corrupted. I didn't know what sex even was. And the closest thing to it I knew about was kissing. Not making about, just the kisses the Cinderella would share with Prince Charming. Light and innocent.