I want to throw things from high places...?
Every time I'm on a bridge or somewhere else very high[hotel room..etc], I want to throw something over. Not just anything, something valuable that I know I'll want to jump after. If I have a cellphone in hand or anything like that, I really badly want to drop it over the edge. Sometimes, as scary as it sounds, I even want to jump off myself. I'm terrified of heights so I don't understand.
Is this...partially normal?!