Sure it's normal, but you are probably the last thing on her mind as appropriate relationship material. She is an addiction therapist, you are a recovering addict. Her social standing is way-up-there along with her income and social responsibility/appearance. Your's is... a recovering addict. Don't think she'd want to tell her family she's marrying an old client of hers with her profession. Also her age versus yours. Lastly, if she is already with someone, or is completely devoted to her profession.
I lean towards the latter because of her completely rational response in sending you to another therapist versus staying with her. The latter of which would ultimately be detrimental. The fact that she referred you elsewhere upon hearing your feelings and your immediate response was "I want to do drugs again" meant she couldn't have done it sooner. If she waited longer you most probably would have relapsed immediately instead of just considering it and asking for help online.
I want to have sex with my addiction therapist.
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Sure it's normal, but you are probably the last thing on her mind as appropriate relationship material. She is an addiction therapist, you are a recovering addict. Her social standing is way-up-there along with her income and social responsibility/appearance. Your's is... a recovering addict. Don't think she'd want to tell her family she's marrying an old client of hers with her profession. Also her age versus yours. Lastly, if she is already with someone, or is completely devoted to her profession.
I lean towards the latter because of her completely rational response in sending you to another therapist versus staying with her. The latter of which would ultimately be detrimental. The fact that she referred you elsewhere upon hearing your feelings and your immediate response was "I want to do drugs again" meant she couldn't have done it sooner. If she waited longer you most probably would have relapsed immediately instead of just considering it and asking for help online.