I want to get into fights
So I really want to get into fights. Not when I'm angry, I just really want to all the time. I never start any fights, I want the other person to. I don't want to hurt the other person, I just want to beat them in a fight. Some guys in my neighborhood have wrestling matches occasionally and I'm always the only girl there. I sometimes wish I could get kidnapped by someone so that I could beat him up or something, even though I know that's stupid. And I'm not mad at the world or anything, I don't want anyone to get hurt. Is this normal?