I want to get fat...
I have a strong, strange desire to want to become fat. And by fat I don't mean chubby or overweight... I mean OBESE. I really want to be obese and I don't know why... I'm a skinny male. I am worried about my health, and I do worry about what people think of me. I want to be really really fat, but at the same time I don't.
I'm conflicted...