I want to get away.
My family is really odd. My mom never went to college because she got pregnant with me and just decided to deal with the hand she got dealt. I'm the third eldest grandchild and neither one of the older two went to college and they're in their twenties and still live at him with, excuse this, mediocre jobs. I want to be different than the rest of them. I live in Arizona and my best friend lives in Ohio and she has a great relationship with both of her parents and she wants me to move to Ohio so I can go to school there. I'm scared to death. What if I can't do it and I freak out? And worse, what if I become like my Aunt and just grow to hate my family and look down on them? I want to be successful but, what if I'm just destined to have a job at Wal-Mart and live with my Grandma forever?