I want it because I miss him, because he is the greatest guy I've ever known and I also know that he is in a lot of pain at the moment because of what happened.
As for the rest of the questions.
I never fought him, but I said "no" a couple of times and I asked him to stop. At first I liked it though, that's why I wasn't fighting, and I did not respond as well, because he was my best friend and it just didn't seem right to have sex. I thought we would both feel awkward afterwards.
I don't think I need a therapist, I am fine actually. Of course, I feel betrayed, but still.
I want to forgive and reconnect with a friend who raped me.
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I want it because I miss him, because he is the greatest guy I've ever known and I also know that he is in a lot of pain at the moment because of what happened.
As for the rest of the questions.
I never fought him, but I said "no" a couple of times and I asked him to stop. At first I liked it though, that's why I wasn't fighting, and I did not respond as well, because he was my best friend and it just didn't seem right to have sex. I thought we would both feel awkward afterwards.
I don't think I need a therapist, I am fine actually. Of course, I feel betrayed, but still.