I want to die but im a coward

how old are u ?? i am 61 think about it a lot.

You should.....be brave

You've got that backwards. Too many people want to die, the cowards actually do. You are smart. Subconsciously you want to face life. You are courageous but feel trapped, I think.

It is totally normal to feel the way you do. This is the National Suicide Hotline number, they have trained staff that can help you. 1-800-273-8255 I hope this helps you. I've been where you are right now and I can promise you that it gets better <3 Positive vibes your way.

Hey bro, this is all part of life, and if u don't actually do it I swear it changes. I for like 10 years was convinced it would always be shit and now it's totally frickin different. We as people just actually suck at knowing what the future will be, we just assume how we feel is how were gonna feel like idiots.

Also it's a chill line
18002738255 I have friends that used to work here and they just talk to you it's like no big deal you don't need to be about to pull the trigger you can just call whenever and hang out

No worry man, it's super cool u posted here, I'll never know your pain, but I trust you're not a dumbass and will live to eventually really be in an amazing new place

Life ain't easy. Things will get better, then they'll get worse, then better, et.

Life will never be perfect but for you its young as you've said you're in school. You have plenty of time for good things to come but you have to put the work in. Happiness isn't entitled to you, you have to work for it.

Stay strong. Work for your happiness.

stay strong.. but know exactly what your coming from I am pushing 50 thinking about all the time even have some good bye letters written to explain why.. But every day I find another reason to push on through.. Keep your head up stay strong and smile at the dumbass's

life will get better i tryed to kill myself 4 times but i never cut deep enough because i was weak but 1 year on life is so much better

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well sonny boy let me tell you a secrete dying is easy , its living that has always been hard and just being tired of it all is called crapping out. another thing people go to school not to find reasons to live they go for knowledge. sick of home life ? my parents drug me to 13 schools and i had to change school not in the summer but in the fucking middle so i would have to play catch up to whatever the fuck all the kids spent the first year reading. And it was in foreign countries to boot. ask me why i had a reason to make friends because i can't think of one and im 60 years old, let me ask you how many times have you been married ? you havent experienced half the reasons i have or the physical pain, what gives you the right to turn off the lights? Im going fist you asshole its my turn. you kill yourself and ill dig your sorry ass up and kill you again.

Move to alaska or somewhere far off in canada and build a new life as a lumberjack, get away from the normies

I know you've heard this here and elsewhere, but things do get better. I've been where you are, I walked those roads for a long time. There is a way out, there are things that make life worth clinging to.

How old are you? What's going on at home? There are resources out there, there are people who can help you. I know it's hard to trust strangers on the internet but there are people here who can help direct you to those places. Stay strong, hang in there. You can get through this.

What exactly is wrong with your home life?

My suggestion would be to try to move out.

You are not a coward, you are smart to not to end your life. Killing yourself is much more cowardly than continuing to live.

Wish I had more information so I could give you proper advice but for now I'll just say remain strong. If you are old enough try moving out if your home life is that bad. If you are not old enough maybe stay with a Friend for a while sometimes it's best to take your self out of the situation but don't do anything drastic.

You should... find helpp