I want to be hurt.

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

ok, but is it a sexual fantasy or a general behavior you like in your life? If you can separate those two, it's totally normal

I'll give you sexist but I don't know about incorrect. A lot of females enhjoy that type of abusive relationships. Give them someone who treats them like dirt, and they'll stick to him like mud. Then they get someone who doesn't, and they'll get bored out of their minds and leave.

maybe you're just going through a phase, i felt that too once and i just cried for no reason and .. i just wanted to be that little broken sad girl in the corner, maybe it was because i wanted people to care for me.if you felt like that, it's normal but don't let it distract you alot from who you are or your goals.

if not, i don't really know maybe you should visit a therapist
cuz it can get worse you know..

If you're female then it's normal.