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Is it normal that I wish for some majorly apocalyptic event to happen so everyone who has ever made me wrong,by which I mean every single person that has ever been directly or indirectly involved in my life,will suffer beyond the imaginable?
I do not forgive.I am not a christian.I worship the devil.Just kidding.Or not.Anyhow you are giving me a lead here...
Maybe I want everyone to suffer indiscriminately because I cannot pinpoint and get back to whoever is really responsible or I cannot get back to them all so I just wish for somebody,themselves,their own defects,to punish them all. I happen to be suffering because of those aspects of their personalities they consider virtues,which do not necessarily lead to something positive,therefore,they are all gonna pay and I do not even need to do anything about it.
AWESOME.In a way it is as if they are already judging themselves and setting themselves up to get their rightful punishment.The more they use these so called positive personality traits,the more they just make things worse on themselves. Your apocalypse WILL come.And you will be all guilty.Of the whole thing.
No, its probably not normal.
But I do this all the time. Its not good though. It seems that we're vengeful bastards that hold onto grudges and spare no mercy for the people that spared no mercy for us. It also shows that we can't forgive people which in the long run is only making our lives more uneasy. I smile at the people that screw me over badly...
...because inside my head I am currently planning a way to murder you and dispose of the body... >:D
That is actually kind of a very easy thing to do,since I am already sick and all you got to do to kill me is neglect me some more.To get rid of the body,you could just give it to science so some wanna be surgeon can have a lot of fun dissectioning it.I already am liable of being declared an incapable of taking my decisions,so it shouldn't be so difficult for you to execute me,by simply putting my life in the hands of some incompetent fucking asshole just like yourselves.
I cannot fight back,I am too weak and I cannot really sustain not even an argument.I just feel like fainting and need to get back to bed. My heart start fibrillating and shit.. My head feel like there is spme severe lack of oxygen going on,so Yeah,you can actually kill me by simply starting a big argument.
You got me wrong,I do not really care if to make this apocalypse happen I have to sacrifice my own life orif I have to suffer because of it too.I did not say:I wanna see them suffer,I said:I want them to suffer.Does not really matter if I can watch them or not. What I need to know is they are gonna suffer. Mostly,because of their own actions. I wish that every so called good tney ever done turn into bad and gets back at them.I wish that everything bad gets multiplied by one billion and then gets back to them. Actually I do not enjoy seeing people suffer so it is even better If they do it out of my sight.The way I have been doing for all this time.
Bastards.