I wanna be a hot guy
I really wanna be a hot guy that girls in general would wanna bang.
Like where I would be with a girl and other girls would be jealous.
Or like they would just want to get me off and that would fulfill a fantasy they had been developing since they were a young girl
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I have found I can get practically any girl, but I do it through my personality.
This to me sucks in a way because I dont feel like she is worshipping my body how she would if I was like the guy I wanted to be.
I feel totally emasculated because I don't have that effect where really hot women throw themselves at me.
I know so few guys do, but I want to be one of them. And I'm depressed I'm not