I wake up every day with mild anxiety and have it
During the day, iin? I get agitated if I'm trying to complete a task and yet have another thing to do next. I always feel like I'm in a rush fir errands and work etc. I'm exhausted
I also developed OCD in the last 4 yrs since coming out and telling someone I loved them and her not wanting to b with me. Since losing her I developed deep depression and constant heart racing. No I'm not on meds nor do I want to feel "numb". I cant gain weight, have muscle loss and always pulsing in my gut, bloating and lethargy. I am on my last legs at age 26. Tried counseling and it feels like I'm talking to a brick wall. I don't know why I get racey heart, I think I zone into my symptoms, become hyper aware and this lasts ALL DAY EVERY FUCKING DAY