Thoughts like these are common in those with mental illness, from generalized anxiety disorder to depression to the more intense and stigmatized ones.
If I'm reading this right, it isn't normal, but it's not your fault either. I get the impression this is something and someone you care for, and these are unwanted thoughts.
These types of thoughts are what often fall under the umbrella of "intrusive thoughts", and are experienced not due to a desire to do harm but due to your brain constantly being confused over whether it is in danger or needs to fight those near them.
I'd recommend seeing a therapist, and talking it over. You aren't crazy, and unless you are actually wanting to do these things then your aren't at fault. Sorry to hear you're having to experience this.
I've had thoughts about killing my dog
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Thoughts like these are common in those with mental illness, from generalized anxiety disorder to depression to the more intense and stigmatized ones.
If I'm reading this right, it isn't normal, but it's not your fault either. I get the impression this is something and someone you care for, and these are unwanted thoughts.
These types of thoughts are what often fall under the umbrella of "intrusive thoughts", and are experienced not due to a desire to do harm but due to your brain constantly being confused over whether it is in danger or needs to fight those near them.
I'd recommend seeing a therapist, and talking it over. You aren't crazy, and unless you are actually wanting to do these things then your aren't at fault. Sorry to hear you're having to experience this.