I totally understand. Ever since I can remember, I felt like I was in the outside looking in (if that makes sense). I knew things that I shouldn't have at a young age, I guess you could say a better understanding of things. I was distant and analysed my peers from 1st grade. I asked questions that my teacher couldn't answer, she phoned home. At random times I would get this overwhelming sensation that something was wrong, that I didn't being there. I would freak out my sister and mother so much that I eventually stopped voicing my feelings. Something wasn't right and it still isn't. The overwhelming feeling is unexplainable and disturbing. It's depressing, feeling misplaced, not able to connect or understand others. I'm happy that I'm not the only one.
I've always felt that I don't belong in this world, is this normal?
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I totally understand. Ever since I can remember, I felt like I was in the outside looking in (if that makes sense). I knew things that I shouldn't have at a young age, I guess you could say a better understanding of things. I was distant and analysed my peers from 1st grade. I asked questions that my teacher couldn't answer, she phoned home. At random times I would get this overwhelming sensation that something was wrong, that I didn't being there. I would freak out my sister and mother so much that I eventually stopped voicing my feelings. Something wasn't right and it still isn't. The overwhelming feeling is unexplainable and disturbing. It's depressing, feeling misplaced, not able to connect or understand others. I'm happy that I'm not the only one.