I subscribed only to let all of you know that you are not alone. I read every single comment. It's exactly the same for me. I always had a social life but I was truly detached. It was like I was pretending all my life. Pretending to live, pretending to have friends, pretending to be in a relationship. Pretending to work. I am married with three kids I adore, but even now that I am 36, I can't shake this feeling off. It's like I dont belong here, like I'm from somewhere far away but I can't remember where. I love music, travelling and art. Videogames, books and movies that show other worlds and I am imagining that I belong there. I love the stars, planets and Universe. I love seeing people healthy and happy, I adore children, they are the epitome of greatness and innocence and the fact that we live in a world where horrible things happen to them horrifies me and breaks my heart. I am highly perceptive to other people's intentions and vibes. Like, really perceptive. I hate this whole negativity this world throws at me and others. I have really intense dreams that I travel to other worlds but I can never put my finger to. Never completely remember. I love helping others, making them smile, but I never want people become very close to me. Only a few special. I have never told anyone how I feel. Only my sister knows. My husband is a good man but thinks me as a weirdo. Thinks that I dislike people and I just have issues with the world and everyone around me because I can't stand rudeness and negativity. He doesn't know how I feel. He won't understand. Homeopathy helped me deal with my depression in the past and still helps me discover my self and try to get along in this world I sometimes think I have been dumped to survive. What else can I do? I am watching videos of Abraham Hicks, Alan Watts, Neale Walsch, Wayne Dyer,Napoleon Hill,Eckhart Tolle, Krishnamurti, Michael Sealey and Proctor Gallaher. Slowly but steady, I m starting to discover things about me. Maybe try some meditation as well. Hope that helped and please share any information so this topic may also help others.
I've always felt that I don't belong in this world, is this normal?
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I subscribed only to let all of you know that you are not alone. I read every single comment. It's exactly the same for me. I always had a social life but I was truly detached. It was like I was pretending all my life. Pretending to live, pretending to have friends, pretending to be in a relationship. Pretending to work. I am married with three kids I adore, but even now that I am 36, I can't shake this feeling off. It's like I dont belong here, like I'm from somewhere far away but I can't remember where. I love music, travelling and art. Videogames, books and movies that show other worlds and I am imagining that I belong there. I love the stars, planets and Universe. I love seeing people healthy and happy, I adore children, they are the epitome of greatness and innocence and the fact that we live in a world where horrible things happen to them horrifies me and breaks my heart. I am highly perceptive to other people's intentions and vibes. Like, really perceptive. I hate this whole negativity this world throws at me and others. I have really intense dreams that I travel to other worlds but I can never put my finger to. Never completely remember. I love helping others, making them smile, but I never want people become very close to me. Only a few special. I have never told anyone how I feel. Only my sister knows. My husband is a good man but thinks me as a weirdo. Thinks that I dislike people and I just have issues with the world and everyone around me because I can't stand rudeness and negativity. He doesn't know how I feel. He won't understand. Homeopathy helped me deal with my depression in the past and still helps me discover my self and try to get along in this world I sometimes think I have been dumped to survive. What else can I do? I am watching videos of Abraham Hicks, Alan Watts, Neale Walsch, Wayne Dyer,Napoleon Hill,Eckhart Tolle, Krishnamurti, Michael Sealey and Proctor Gallaher. Slowly but steady, I m starting to discover things about me. Maybe try some meditation as well. Hope that helped and please share any information so this topic may also help others.