i felt like that at 1 point then i realized that finding a girlfriend didnt do me any favors..actually the control annoyed me ceaselessly.what pulled me from a darker mindset was doing hobbies that i enjoyed doing alone,pick up cooking and mabye learn to garden,you would probably be amazed at how much peace you would derive from a garden of sorts,does not have to be anything in particular.i grow all sorts of vegetables but also i enjoy some weed from time to time,when i start a garden it gives me something to look forward to and something to love/care for and what ends up happening is i found i got more from the actual process of growing the garden than i ever have gotten from a harvest of ANY kind.having that something to look forward to and to help give you a reason to get up because it depends on you..whether its a mate or a garden its to the same end ultimately.i like being by myself so i choose the non mate option.
I've always felt that I don't belong in this world, is this normal?
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i felt like that at 1 point then i realized that finding a girlfriend didnt do me any favors..actually the control annoyed me ceaselessly.what pulled me from a darker mindset was doing hobbies that i enjoyed doing alone,pick up cooking and mabye learn to garden,you would probably be amazed at how much peace you would derive from a garden of sorts,does not have to be anything in particular.i grow all sorts of vegetables but also i enjoy some weed from time to time,when i start a garden it gives me something to look forward to and something to love/care for and what ends up happening is i found i got more from the actual process of growing the garden than i ever have gotten from a harvest of ANY kind.having that something to look forward to and to help give you a reason to get up because it depends on you..whether its a mate or a garden its to the same end ultimately.i like being by myself so i choose the non mate option.