Exactly Same here.I always feel I doesn't belong here , even thought I was born in wrong world, i always love privacy (feel comfortable in room).I wish I had purpose in my life.I feel like I will die for friends i love but yet I feel lonely in my life.Nobody believes me ,which after I started hearing binaural and subliminal music.eventually I have. Been seeing things like Shadow entity ..etc and I was awake but whenever I try to sleep ,i lucid dream but goes to my old home encounter reality in dream.(feel like I was teleported there but out fear i woke up in bed but in dream i know I was trying to sleep).but after continuing it day by day , I got pain on my back ,heavy feeling in chest and I twice say black man Shadow with hat on head and cloak wrapped around in my room ,after so much pain day by day I can eVen barely walk even then my parents told me its just my thought and I had no disease and even done medical test .but all shows no problem ,parents don't believed me they thought I was lying and even said this is due to using pc for long time..
I was in pain yet none understand me ,everyone just came to tease me and even my parents are angry they say I was acting .. but atlast it was found i had hypothyroidism at its peak level and also reduced my vitamins ,calcium ,high tsh (above 100)
(During this time I didn't feel anything)
After that treating(even now) i feel better in disease but I go back at where I was ,like feeling again lonely
Want to help other's,want real friends or i want to git to another world.
I remember years ago while I was half awake I looked to my right and saw a dark figure that was looking over me. In that time I was unable to move and fear swept over me. I also felt like I was being choked. Everytime this happened I would give into my hatred and I would wake up then I would check the clocks. By checking the clocks I realized that everytime this did happen it would last for about 30 minutes. Although, it has been a long time since this has happened to me, I figured I would just share this tidbit of information with you.
Dark figure? IT'S 12:20AM HERE NOW.PLEASE DON'T SCARE ME.(Just kidding).
I'm new here & reading comments after comments by hearing music & felt like I'm not alone in the way I think,dream,behave etc.So happy.
I've always felt that I don't belong in this world, is this normal?
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Exactly Same here.I always feel I doesn't belong here , even thought I was born in wrong world, i always love privacy (feel comfortable in room).I wish I had purpose in my life.I feel like I will die for friends i love but yet I feel lonely in my life.Nobody believes me ,which after I started hearing binaural and subliminal music.eventually I have. Been seeing things like Shadow entity ..etc and I was awake but whenever I try to sleep ,i lucid dream but goes to my old home encounter reality in dream.(feel like I was teleported there but out fear i woke up in bed but in dream i know I was trying to sleep).but after continuing it day by day , I got pain on my back ,heavy feeling in chest and I twice say black man Shadow with hat on head and cloak wrapped around in my room ,after so much pain day by day I can eVen barely walk even then my parents told me its just my thought and I had no disease and even done medical test .but all shows no problem ,parents don't believed me they thought I was lying and even said this is due to using pc for long time..
I was in pain yet none understand me ,everyone just came to tease me and even my parents are angry they say I was acting .. but atlast it was found i had hypothyroidism at its peak level and also reduced my vitamins ,calcium ,high tsh (above 100)
(During this time I didn't feel anything)
After that treating(even now) i feel better in disease but I go back at where I was ,like feeling again lonely
Want to help other's,want real friends or i want to git to another world.
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I remember years ago while I was half awake I looked to my right and saw a dark figure that was looking over me. In that time I was unable to move and fear swept over me. I also felt like I was being choked. Everytime this happened I would give into my hatred and I would wake up then I would check the clocks. By checking the clocks I realized that everytime this did happen it would last for about 30 minutes. Although, it has been a long time since this has happened to me, I figured I would just share this tidbit of information with you.
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Dark figure? IT'S 12:20AM HERE NOW.PLEASE DON'T SCARE ME.(Just kidding).
I'm new here & reading comments after comments by hearing music & felt like I'm not alone in the way I think,dream,behave etc.So happy.