Thank you all for these posts. It does so help to know that other people experience the same things. I too feel like I don't belong in this world. Like maybe I was supposed to live in another time, another universe (if one exists), another life. Maybe not to have life at all. I'm really tired of life. Exhausted with it. If I had been given a choice before I was born, I don't think I would have chosen life. I was born with some sort of pain inside of me. It's always been there. The biggest thing is that the world is such a cruel, harsh place, to the very core. I feel like it's what life is. For example, everyone is in competition, killing and eating and hating each other. you can even see this in the basics of nature: bugs, animals, bacteria. I hate it and don't feel like I have the strength to deal with it. Unfortunately, the feeling gets stronger and stronger as I get older. I can't talk to anyone about it, no one close to me, which makes it harder. They don't understand and they probably mean well but end up saying some really unhelpful and hurtful things. I also have a really hard time just leaving the house whether it be work or errands and fun. i cannot shake the feeling that im an outsider and do not understand the ways of this world nor is there room for me. I like being at home. i get lonely but am very selective about who to hang out with. working towards getting a doggy companion. And yet i have to pretend to everyone because if i tell them how i feel they will burn me. anyways, it's really comforting and helpful to read everyones posts. I wanted to add my tidbit in so that I could be heard along with the rest of you. I wish that we all may find peace. Also, kind words mean so much. It's a moment of relief when you can write something like this and people accept it.
oh my, yes to everything you wrote. especially "I'm really tired of life. Exhausted with it. If I had been given a choice before I was born, I don't think I would have chosen life."
im quite the loner myself but ive always had 1 hell of an imagination and even laugh out loud sometimes with ridiculous thoughts that cross my mind.you see,people like us live inside their own mind,live inside your head as they would say.and if theres 1 thing in life ive learned about living inside your head is you need to connect to hobbies that free your mind from time to time,personally i love to grow stuff and am an avid cook,cooking is pretty amazing and youd be blown away at how much peace gardening vegetables and flowers can be.also im not being funny when i say this but ive always enjoyed weed as well,its an incredible thing for a person who lives inside their head and could possibly bring you peace from time to time...makes me laugh and brings an odd but quite welcome comfort.even helps with the ol imagination.but if you feel like you do please put some effort into the hobby thing i mentioned as id lay odds it would work wonders for your depression,try to learn to do things that you can enjoy alone and take solace in them
Well said bro. I'm fascinated as I was reading ur post I felt like I was giving advice to myself. I'm getting back into my hobbies, physical activities, going to attempt to grow my own ecosystem, smoke a lil weed, meditate, create, I understand now, people around me cant comprehend that I am who I am, the world, so called "matrix" is not the real me. I haven't always been in tact with my creative side, things happen, incarceration s, drugs, anger and no one around me in tact with spiritual self its been hard GOD got me tho. I've awoken and am finding myself and seeking answers. Thank you clinton28 for your advice came in the right time. I'm finding my path again. When I'm me n not numb, and worried about this world. I love to draw n pay attention to detail. Ever since a kid I would get away from all the negativity around me by going deep in my mind. I'm in my head creating things always in awe of our Creator s artwork. It's like when I'm in my creative side I'm the happiest and I feel a deeper connection with GOD.✌️🤗
This forum comforts me from time to time, maybe it is better if we'll have some group chat or page where we can share our thoughts. We can't just hide in our caves, we need to do something about our thoughts. Let us brainstorm and help each of us who feels heavy.
I've always felt that I don't belong in this world, is this normal?
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Thank you all for these posts. It does so help to know that other people experience the same things. I too feel like I don't belong in this world. Like maybe I was supposed to live in another time, another universe (if one exists), another life. Maybe not to have life at all. I'm really tired of life. Exhausted with it. If I had been given a choice before I was born, I don't think I would have chosen life. I was born with some sort of pain inside of me. It's always been there. The biggest thing is that the world is such a cruel, harsh place, to the very core. I feel like it's what life is. For example, everyone is in competition, killing and eating and hating each other. you can even see this in the basics of nature: bugs, animals, bacteria. I hate it and don't feel like I have the strength to deal with it. Unfortunately, the feeling gets stronger and stronger as I get older. I can't talk to anyone about it, no one close to me, which makes it harder. They don't understand and they probably mean well but end up saying some really unhelpful and hurtful things. I also have a really hard time just leaving the house whether it be work or errands and fun. i cannot shake the feeling that im an outsider and do not understand the ways of this world nor is there room for me. I like being at home. i get lonely but am very selective about who to hang out with. working towards getting a doggy companion. And yet i have to pretend to everyone because if i tell them how i feel they will burn me. anyways, it's really comforting and helpful to read everyones posts. I wanted to add my tidbit in so that I could be heard along with the rest of you. I wish that we all may find peace. Also, kind words mean so much. It's a moment of relief when you can write something like this and people accept it.
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oh my, yes to everything you wrote. especially "I'm really tired of life. Exhausted with it. If I had been given a choice before I was born, I don't think I would have chosen life."
im quite the loner myself but ive always had 1 hell of an imagination and even laugh out loud sometimes with ridiculous thoughts that cross my mind.you see,people like us live inside their own mind,live inside your head as they would say.and if theres 1 thing in life ive learned about living inside your head is you need to connect to hobbies that free your mind from time to time,personally i love to grow stuff and am an avid cook,cooking is pretty amazing and youd be blown away at how much peace gardening vegetables and flowers can be.also im not being funny when i say this but ive always enjoyed weed as well,its an incredible thing for a person who lives inside their head and could possibly bring you peace from time to time...makes me laugh and brings an odd but quite welcome comfort.even helps with the ol imagination.but if you feel like you do please put some effort into the hobby thing i mentioned as id lay odds it would work wonders for your depression,try to learn to do things that you can enjoy alone and take solace in them
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Well said bro. I'm fascinated as I was reading ur post I felt like I was giving advice to myself. I'm getting back into my hobbies, physical activities, going to attempt to grow my own ecosystem, smoke a lil weed, meditate, create, I understand now, people around me cant comprehend that I am who I am, the world, so called "matrix" is not the real me. I haven't always been in tact with my creative side, things happen, incarceration s, drugs, anger and no one around me in tact with spiritual self its been hard GOD got me tho. I've awoken and am finding myself and seeking answers. Thank you clinton28 for your advice came in the right time. I'm finding my path again. When I'm me n not numb, and worried about this world. I love to draw n pay attention to detail. Ever since a kid I would get away from all the negativity around me by going deep in my mind. I'm in my head creating things always in awe of our Creator s artwork. It's like when I'm in my creative side I'm the happiest and I feel a deeper connection with GOD.✌️🤗
This forum comforts me from time to time, maybe it is better if we'll have some group chat or page where we can share our thoughts. We can't just hide in our caves, we need to do something about our thoughts. Let us brainstorm and help each of us who feels heavy.