I'm 24, and find myself relating to a lot of this. I'm also an only child who spent much of my younger years in seclusion. I was raised by my emotionally unstable mother, and overprotected like a baby. I've always had a very vivid and active imagination, always creating a more interesting world in my head. I live with my dad now (since I can't find stable work anywhere in this crappy economy), so I tend to get depressed, and enjoy spending time sleeping, so I can escape into my dreamworld. On the surface, I'm fairly normal and intelligent, though I also sometimes feel like I don't quite fit in with the majority of this brainwashed, materialistic society. I'm not greedy and don't want to become a rich asshole - I don't want to play the game of the system, being forced to sell my life to a corporation. I just want to be free, be me, be comfortable and happy. I'm familiar with the theories of souls who incarnated here from other (better) places, and I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if I found out that I wasn't from here. This world kinda sucks.
I've always felt that I don't belong in this world, is this normal?
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I'm 24, and find myself relating to a lot of this. I'm also an only child who spent much of my younger years in seclusion. I was raised by my emotionally unstable mother, and overprotected like a baby. I've always had a very vivid and active imagination, always creating a more interesting world in my head. I live with my dad now (since I can't find stable work anywhere in this crappy economy), so I tend to get depressed, and enjoy spending time sleeping, so I can escape into my dreamworld. On the surface, I'm fairly normal and intelligent, though I also sometimes feel like I don't quite fit in with the majority of this brainwashed, materialistic society. I'm not greedy and don't want to become a rich asshole - I don't want to play the game of the system, being forced to sell my life to a corporation. I just want to be free, be me, be comfortable and happy. I'm familiar with the theories of souls who incarnated here from other (better) places, and I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if I found out that I wasn't from here. This world kinda sucks.