An only child here also, I am 63 years old and still have questions. I enjoy my own company more that others. I love people and can tolerate social situations for a short period of time but prefer to be alone. It took me many years to come to the place where I loved myself and to realize that different is not bad...just different. I have always felt out of place in this world system. I am a spiritual..not religious person....have come to believe that perhaps we choose our life before we enter this realm and some of us may not have forgotten enough of where we came from to be totally at home in this world.
I'm 24, and find myself relating to a lot of this. I'm also an only child who spent much of my younger years in seclusion. I was raised by my emotionally unstable mother, and overprotected like a baby. I've always had a very vivid and active imagination, always creating a more interesting world in my head. I live with my dad now (since I can't find stable work anywhere in this crappy economy), so I tend to get depressed, and enjoy spending time sleeping, so I can escape into my dreamworld. On the surface, I'm fairly normal and intelligent, though I also sometimes feel like I don't quite fit in with the majority of this brainwashed, materialistic society. I'm not greedy and don't want to become a rich asshole - I don't want to play the game of the system, being forced to sell my life to a corporation. I just want to be free, be me, be comfortable and happy. I'm familiar with the theories of souls who incarnated here from other (better) places, and I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if I found out that I wasn't from here. This world kinda sucks.
I've always felt that I don't belong in this world, is this normal?
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An only child here also, I am 63 years old and still have questions. I enjoy my own company more that others. I love people and can tolerate social situations for a short period of time but prefer to be alone. It took me many years to come to the place where I loved myself and to realize that different is not bad...just different. I have always felt out of place in this world system. I am a spiritual..not religious person....have come to believe that perhaps we choose our life before we enter this realm and some of us may not have forgotten enough of where we came from to be totally at home in this world.
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I'm 24, and find myself relating to a lot of this. I'm also an only child who spent much of my younger years in seclusion. I was raised by my emotionally unstable mother, and overprotected like a baby. I've always had a very vivid and active imagination, always creating a more interesting world in my head. I live with my dad now (since I can't find stable work anywhere in this crappy economy), so I tend to get depressed, and enjoy spending time sleeping, so I can escape into my dreamworld. On the surface, I'm fairly normal and intelligent, though I also sometimes feel like I don't quite fit in with the majority of this brainwashed, materialistic society. I'm not greedy and don't want to become a rich asshole - I don't want to play the game of the system, being forced to sell my life to a corporation. I just want to be free, be me, be comfortable and happy. I'm familiar with the theories of souls who incarnated here from other (better) places, and I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if I found out that I wasn't from here. This world kinda sucks.