I talk to my dead grandpa ad one of my friends from hih school who passed away. But he is happy with his mother in heaven and my grandpa is happy with his other family members. Sometimes I'm very upset that I'm still alive, and it's hard to accept how cold life and reality is when they'e all up there. Sometime I curse how much I hate life and hope they can hear me. But I could never leave my mom and my friends behind, they care about me the most. I think my friend in heaven reminds me that my mom needs me to be with her now, like he is with his mom. But I still can't help getting mad sometimes and think of the easiest ways to kill myself, even though I know I wont follow through cause of the guilt.
i try to talk to my dead mom
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I talk to my dead grandpa ad one of my friends from hih school who passed away. But he is happy with his mother in heaven and my grandpa is happy with his other family members. Sometimes I'm very upset that I'm still alive, and it's hard to accept how cold life and reality is when they'e all up there. Sometime I curse how much I hate life and hope they can hear me. But I could never leave my mom and my friends behind, they care about me the most. I think my friend in heaven reminds me that my mom needs me to be with her now, like he is with his mom. But I still can't help getting mad sometimes and think of the easiest ways to kill myself, even though I know I wont follow through cause of the guilt.