I think that i really fucked up.
You know what I did for Xmas? Smoked crack and spent the last two days fucking crack whores. Spent all the money for presents and bills on this binge. So my lights might get cut off, my girl is going to leave me, and family and friends think that I'm the worst nightmare to walk the earth. All of this happened in a blink of an eye. That moment when I decided to not go home after getting paid and go on a two day crack run. Is this normal? And I still want another crack whore. Down to fifty bucks.