I think people don´t like me
So in the past i had a very big ego. I thought nowbody could be as pretty as i am, be so smart as i am or be so sweet. I thougt everybody loves me! And i also thougt that every girl is jealous. And i know it sounds wierd but for me it was all just like that. Boys loved me and i felt great.
Now a couple years later everything changed...
I have the felling that nowbody loves me,that im the ugliest person in the world and that i will die allone.
Boys don´t even notice me. I feel like everyone around me is so damn beatiful! it´s so strange... i feel alone.
I have no self-confidence anymore. And now when im at a party or something its like everyone is looking strange at me. But sometimes when i look at the mirror i feel pretty... i can not understand!