gahh I wish! im jobless 17 and my parents are strict as fff. same here dawg, like i cant even speak out of my ass anymore :/ and like I really dont have much to be depressed i guess but shit. like this has brought me down alot like omg. yeah i need people in my life but i just dont want to seem like that akward chick you know ? i just dont know what to do everything i wanted to do seems impossible now. i wanted to be a dancer but never tried out for my schools dance team and well honestly i dont feel like i even know how to dance anymore, i wanted to learn to play the guitar that went down the drain too and im not interested in sports other than wrestling but im 4'11 and weight 110 pounds) thats exactly how I feel!! ive been like this for about almost two years and im just tired of feeling this way you know ?
You're young, you still have lots of time. I want you to be honest, how deep to your insecurities go? Because in the end, I never valued what I had to say and therefore I thought I had nothing to say. But mundane conversation happens all the time, I'm sure you're a more thoughtful person than you give yourself credit for.
what do you mean how deep are my insicurities? like im pretty insicure. like i guess i cold say sometimes i dont like anything about myself and i feel like im no good at anything. like i dont even know why my boyfriend is still with me. but i really feel like my head is just hollow with nothing. like I dont even feel school smart anymore.
what does mundane conversation mean ? i hope so i keep telling myself its just stage and i want it so bd to go away
I really think you should see a psychologist. I wish I knew exactly what was going on but I don't. I mean severe depression will make you a bit numb-headed. You are not getting dumber that part is a phase, once you start becoming more active and positive you'll be thinking like normal again, but you do need help. I saw a therapist, and what I found was that I really needed to focus on making connections with other people, another thing which saved my life was God but I wouldn't wait around for that to happen. I kind of fell into it, but I did have to take steps to help myself. You can be better again. I know it.
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gahh I wish! im jobless 17 and my parents are strict as fff. same here dawg, like i cant even speak out of my ass anymore :/ and like I really dont have much to be depressed i guess but shit. like this has brought me down alot like omg. yeah i need people in my life but i just dont want to seem like that akward chick you know ? i just dont know what to do everything i wanted to do seems impossible now. i wanted to be a dancer but never tried out for my schools dance team and well honestly i dont feel like i even know how to dance anymore, i wanted to learn to play the guitar that went down the drain too and im not interested in sports other than wrestling but im 4'11 and weight 110 pounds) thats exactly how I feel!! ive been like this for about almost two years and im just tired of feeling this way you know ?
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You're young, you still have lots of time. I want you to be honest, how deep to your insecurities go? Because in the end, I never valued what I had to say and therefore I thought I had nothing to say. But mundane conversation happens all the time, I'm sure you're a more thoughtful person than you give yourself credit for.
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what do you mean how deep are my insicurities? like im pretty insicure. like i guess i cold say sometimes i dont like anything about myself and i feel like im no good at anything. like i dont even know why my boyfriend is still with me. but i really feel like my head is just hollow with nothing. like I dont even feel school smart anymore.
what does mundane conversation mean ? i hope so i keep telling myself its just stage and i want it so bd to go away
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I really think you should see a psychologist. I wish I knew exactly what was going on but I don't. I mean severe depression will make you a bit numb-headed. You are not getting dumber that part is a phase, once you start becoming more active and positive you'll be thinking like normal again, but you do need help. I saw a therapist, and what I found was that I really needed to focus on making connections with other people, another thing which saved my life was God but I wouldn't wait around for that to happen. I kind of fell into it, but I did have to take steps to help myself. You can be better again. I know it.