I think i should break this really bad habit
I think I should keep away from people I am romantically attracted to or just physically. I will say this and I don't judge me but when I have HUGE crushes I tend to...sorta stalk them- Not like I know everything about you stalking. But I happen to know your whole class schedule so we can bump into each other stalking, but still I never talk to my crushes, well the huge ones. When I do talk to my HUGE crushes, I tend to embarrass myself, like REALLY embarrass myself to the point I won't look you in the eye. My HUGE crush at the moment I have decided when the next semester starts during August, I will ignore them, but hopefully we will have mostly the same classes. GOD PLEASE!
Still, I only learn my HUGE crushes schedule, my minor crushes I know I will get over real fast, but my HUGE one's it may take a year or five- YES I HAD A CRUSH ON SOMEONE FOR FIVE YEARS! I'm now over it, thankfully. Ugh...I need friends, or a life-
I think I should get rid of the problem and I can cause I've done it before many times, but when someone catches my eye, once every two years or five I get HUGE crushes, but of course I have my phase crushes, that go away the next day just like that. It's not a huge problem, but I think I need to get rid of this bad habit or stay away from people.