I think i might be a lesbian?
I am a girl (obviously). I’ve been questioning myself for a long time, and I think I might like girls.
When I think about my future with marriage or relationships, my brain pretty much always thinks of a girl. I’ve thought about it, and if I had to choose a relationship with a girl or a boy, I think I would choose the girl.
When I imagine my future, but with a dude, I find myself feeling pretty uncomfortable. I don’t feel any attraction to them. I would have guy friends still, of course, because you can make friends with whoever you want, and I wouldn’t count gender towards my friendships. I just wouldn’t get into a relationship with guys. My friendships are mostly with females though, I just feel more at home with them (also some are cute).
When some other people in my grade talk about guys (like who’s cute and stuff) in school, I immediately feel disconnected from the conversation. It’s like a little voice in the back of my head goes “*gasp* What about girls?? I find they’re much more attractive”
Maybe that’s just me, I don’t know. I guess I’ll have time to figure it all out, but a little help wouldn’t hurt...
Is it normal?
P.S: I also don’t think I feel any sexual attraction. Like, towards anybody. I just kind of just go “ewwww” at the thought of it. I don’t think I would want that.