I think i'm turning straight but it still makes me sick... is that normal?

I know i like women, i've always felt enticed by them, and i'm fine with that. And on the same note, i've always felt ill at the thought of being with a man. It's just that recently i've been noticing things i didn't normally notice and thinking of things i don't really want to do and so forth, but the thought still makes me sick to my stomach and i don't really want any of it, it just keeps coming up... I'm not comfortable with any of this because consciously i don't like anything about them it's just so... disgusting i don't know why any of this is happening or why any of this would ever occur to me... It doesn't feel right and it makes me sick... Is it normal?

Is It Normal?
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  • Sounds like maybe deep down you were attractive to men but pushed it back and made yourself believe you like women. Im a gay man and i can see women are fucking beautiful and they can be sexy but i know i want men. you have to get comfortable with men on men, watch a few gay movies, watch men have sex. you are beating yourself up for something that is fine. or maybe you are just being to hard on yourself because its okay to be curious, to imagine what it might be like if you werent straight. idk goodluck.

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  • maybe you've had bad experiences with certain guys and thats whats turned you off to them?

    but lately you have seen some cute guys, or had conversations with guys that were pleasant or enjoyable, and now you're starting to like guys again

    but the thought of the past experiences with guys makes you sick?

    am i close?

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    • I've never been turned on by them... I've never entered a relationship with one because the thought makes me sick and i'm uncomfortable with it in general...

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