I feel bad for you. You're being brave, open, and honest and getting no help for it. You HAVE to find the right person who truly cares about you and what you're going through to help you get non-crackpot psychiatric help. I admire your effort to figure things out. There's a certain numbness you're fighting. Don't stop telling the truth to people you can trust and work hard to resist sadistic urges. I wonder if there's a support group of any kind ???
I think I'm a sadist. IIN?
← View full post
I feel bad for you. You're being brave, open, and honest and getting no help for it. You HAVE to find the right person who truly cares about you and what you're going through to help you get non-crackpot psychiatric help. I admire your effort to figure things out. There's a certain numbness you're fighting. Don't stop telling the truth to people you can trust and work hard to resist sadistic urges. I wonder if there's a support group of any kind ???